(Ben) I was in Guatemala when 9/11 happened. I had only been there about three weeks, I was still very lost as far as the language was concerned, and so when the clerk at the post office tried to explain to me what had happened, I was totally lost. Throughout the day I got all sorts of stories: New York had been destroyed, all the planes in the US had been hijacked, the Pres. Bush had been killed, etc. It wasn't until that evening that I finally went to our branch president's house and watched CNN to get an idea of what had happened. It was so strange to be in a foreign country, so far removed from "real" life and have something like that happen. It was never real for me. It was just a movie.
Fast forward five years, and I found myself on a subway that literally goes right through the WTC site at 8:30am every morning. Sept. 11th had never been real for me until Monday, when I was able to look around in the train and see a lot of people who were probably very nearby when it happened. Perhaps they had just sat down in their offices when the first plane hit. As we came into the WTC pit, the subway grew quiet and everyone's eyes were on the windows, looking at steel beams and giant storm pipes, most of which are left over from the wreckage. After exiting the train and climbing up to ground level it was packed with news crews and protestors (who claim 9/11 was planned by the Bush Administration), of course. But overwhelmingly the site was filled with people who just wanted to be there. They were putting pictures of loved ones on the wire fence that surrounds the site, or singing, or taking picutres, or staring up at the huge flag that had been draped from the World Financial Center just to the west. It was truly moving for the first time for me.
Anyway, I wanted to share that with everyone, since you weren't able to be here on the 5th anniversary. I can't help but think how Pearl Harbor in a way defined the "WWII" generation, and to some extent Pres. Kennedy's assassination defined the "baby boomers." How will 9/11 define us?